Alice in the Wonderland

I am not pretty most of the time,okay sometimes I am pretty in certain angles

I am not that kind of socialise girl. I am super shy. 

Most of the time I will just together with my close girl friends. 

I can't play with guys cause I feel that is really awkward.

I never get notice from people. I am just do my own thing quietly most of the time.

I tried to change myself but I get negative effect instead-one of my friend said I am 38 behind me.

 I had a crush on someone and I was totally FAIL in this context and I don't wish to talk about it.

I am quiet with people that I am not familiar with. Most of the time I don't talk to them.

I can't really control my emotion, I just break into tears whenever I feel sad.

I always give myself a lot of stress, make the people that love me worry for me.

I am a lousy driver.Almost bang into other cars several times in this year.

  I am not a good girl. 

I slack, I say vulgar words, I am lazy, I have bad temper, I am not a very filial daughter

I lie sometimes, I love to spend money but hate working

I don't mind to spend a lot of money on expensive food just to satisfied my stomach . 

I hate housework and I am not good in that also.

I love sleeping a lot, I just don't care and sleep until afternoon in holiday.

I am super blur.

My blurness almost causes someone to spend money for getting me a replacement handphone.

I am still like to see handsome guy although I already have a BF.

Sometimes I talk bad behind someone.

I hated my friend before.

Like so dark yea.

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Am I deserve to be loved by someone?

Sounds don't.

But a silly did that.

How can I not touched by him.